Now what?

For those of you that follow Anglican matters, you’ll be aware that the CoE synod followed up the same sex blessings vote in February this year with a subsequent vote in November to begin implementation.

So what to make of all this?

Firstly, to me this is the red line. The place where I cannot in conscience remain. The church was hopelessly compromised before, it has now made its slide into heresy official.

I’ve written on this before – recently here, here and here. Where we are now is no surprise.

What I have found surprising, and saddening, is the alacrity by which many CoE evangelicals have nailed their colours to the ‘staying’ mast. I expected some, maybe many, to go that way. But what I’ve seen, at least so far, amongst the leadership is disheartening to me.

I read the response of the CEEC and wonder, what is the most important thing here, to contend for orthodoxy, or to remain in the Church of England? Both, I would imagine they would say, though it seems to me that will soon become untenable. One of the two will give way.

Now it seems as if the CoE Bishops are going to offer a more formal vote on Same Sex blessings in 2025. To which I respond: they’re not stupid are they? There was an insightful article written recently here. The byline should really have been The process IS the outcome. And, with a process that led to a defeat by only one vote, dangling another vote someway down the road is a little like Lucy setting down Charlie Brown’s football yet again knowing Charlie is just not going to be able to resist. Let’s keep contending just a little bit longer, just a little bit, one more push. We’re almost there.

As if a vote, even a successful vote, would make any difference at all…

For the division must occur; we are heading in different directions. Focusing on canons, on legal interpretations, on votes – is to miss the point.

What has become clearer to me is the raw power of the institution itself in English Anglican minds of whatever theological persuasion. Now, I’ve got no problem with an institution per se, but I do when it starts to look more than a bit like an idol. I’m familiar with this from my Canadian Anglican experience, but the Anglican Church of Canada is like a small bronze household god compared with the full blown golden calf that the Church of England seems to represent in the minds of many!

One other big difference I’ve seen between the English and Canadian Anglican Church is the CoE is much more parochial with respect to the wider Anglican Communion. In Canada the relationship with the wider Communion was important, in England far as I have seen it is a second order issue at best. I wonder now whether idolatry may play a part in that. After all, what do we have to learn from second class Anglicans?

This leaves me feeling a bit like an orphan. Many of the folks I’ve been walking alongside, assuring me that this was their red line too, appear to be a little less committed to that now it is real.. And that’s those who know what’s going on. So many others appear unaware of the earthquake detonating under our church. They’re just getting on with the day to day business of church. Some days I wish I could join them. The last thing I want to be doing is figuring out how to respond to this.

But yet, to stay is to remain in an an apostate institution that will slowly spiritually poison us. The word I was given in 2004 – Ichabod – still holds true. And here’s where the real story is different. Because God is doing a new thing. He is raising up His Church from the same ground occupied by the dying branch of the Church of England. The institution is now separated from the Vine, and can only wither. It’s not the place to be.

God will Build His Church for the times to come – and we can be part of that – or not. I know where I stand, and if leaving-to-remain-standing is the price to pay, however painful, I will pay it.

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Stormfront

This week I received the kind of dream I’ve learned to take notice of.

I was in my office, and I looked outside, to see a storm on the horizon. Dark clouds descending to the surface, resembling a squall line. Quickly I perceived it was travelling fast in my direction, there was not much time to do anything other that to shelter in place and give myself to God. I don’t remember much about the passing, other than it was violent and mercifully limited in duration.

After it had passed, I went out to see that so much had been swept away. Walls down, sheds gone. Most houses I think remained with limited damage.

Anybody that’s read what I’ve posted over the years would be familiar with the theme. Back in 2006, I posted

It is the twilight of the current age, and we bask in its fading gleams.  Much that can be shaken, soon will be.

I am convinced we will see wave after wave, shaking the edifices in which we trust, till only that which cannot be shaken remains.

The line on the horizon is here, and we are warned yet again. To which I can only reiterate:

My Church, you are going to Prepare one way or the other. Either you will Prepare to endure the coming storm, or you will Prepare to surrender. There will be no middle way. All will come to the decision point – to walk the path I trod, or to turn away.

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Justice and Mercy

For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways.

Isaiah 55 v8

In our minds, we often want to pit Justice against Mercy – as if they sit on either side of the scales. As if they are somehow in conflict.

Nothing could be further from the truth.

Justice is not held back by a dam of mercy until it breaks forth.

Mercy does not exhaust itself.

Justice is not restrained by a cheap grace of our own making.

The truth is they are deep manifestations of different facets of the loving Father heart of God. It is His love that bestows mercy. It is His love that judges evil. Justice and Mercy run and bleed together into the River of Life.

We cannot see, veiled as we are in our own mortality and futile thinking – projecting our own finite nature onto God. We cannot see – not yet at any rate – as we are seen.

Today is the moment when Justice and Mercy meet. Now is the time when we must choose how we shall respond.

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The word we don’t hear

Why is it the Church in the West lacks so much in terms of power? The kind of power that led Peter to say:

“Silver or gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk.”

Acts 3 v6

The power of the Holy Spirit, working in and through clean vessels reflecting His light.

Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.

John 14 v12

Maybe it is because we ignore the harder parts of Jesus message. In the Church’s working Bible, Mark 1 v14-15 reads:

After John was put in prison, Jesus went into Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God. ‘The time has come,’ he said. ‘The kingdom of God has come near. Repent and Believe the good news!’

In so much of the Church, we don’t ‘do’ repentance. If we get close to it, it so often comes out as a version of saying sorry. And that’s not repentance.

Repentance is literally turning away, turning back, no longer doing the things you once did. Even, and especially, the things you enjoy doing, and have now covered with a ‘Christian’ veneer.

To repent is literally to consider all the attractions of the world as dust. In the light of knowing the One who eclipses all. In the words of Bonhoeffer – grace is free, but it is not cheap.

And a cheap gospel is a counterfeit gospel – it is no gospel at all and contains no saving power. It inoculates you just enough against the real thing so that you might never catch the Father heart of God.

There is no power, because there is no cost. We do not want to take up our cross, and walk the Golgotha road.

But there is hope. Because He is merciful, He is kind, He is forbearant. He knocks on a persons heart, to listen, to test, to see whether there is the faintest of responses. He does not treat us as our sins deserve, but is a patient and loving Father.

But we cannot presume, to resist, to wait forever. There is always the window of opportunity. When it is gone, it is gone. Some decisions are final.

These are the times that will test. The next wave comes. We have a choice to make – to turn on to the narrow, rocky and steep road that leads to salvation, or to continue on the gradual, easy, downward sloping road, arcing smoothly to hell.

Wake up slumberer, and see the times that are here. Do not wait until it is too late. Open your heart to the One who yearns to welcome you home.

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Pride

Though the Lord is on high, he looks upon the lowly, but the proud he knows from afar.

Ps 138 v6

The point has been made a hundred times already, but it still resonates. When exactly did we become proud of pride?

Oh, there may have been some good there in the past, at least in the assertion of the fundamental dignity of a human being. But whatever good has long gone. Now it is a declaration of rebellion, of power, of intolerance and well – of pride, in the original sense.

As CS Lewis put it:

It is Pride which has been the chief cause of misery in every nation and every family since the world began. Other vices may sometimes bring people together: you may find good fellowship and jokes and friendliness among drunken people or unchaste people. But pride always means enmity—it is enmity. And not only enmity between man and man, but enmity to God.

According to Christian teachers, the essential vice, the utmost evil, is Pride. Unchastity, anger, greed, drunkenness, and all that, are mere fleabites in comparison: it was through Pride that the devil became the devil: Pride leads to every other vice: it is the complete anti-God state of mind.

And it is this vice which we celebrate – we are so often forced to celebrate – for a whole month. And if our ardour is not sufficient, soon we will be required to genuflect at that altar for the whole season.

Wake up Church, and see the pagan culture in which we live. See both the inherent opportunity and challenge, because they come together.

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The modern tower of Babel

Now the whole world had one language and a common speech. As people moved eastward, they found a plain in Shinar and settled there. They said to each other, “Come, let’s make bricks and bake them thoroughly.” They used brick instead of stone, and tar for mortar. Then they said, “Come, let us build ourselves a city, with a tower that reaches to the heavens, so that we may make a name for ourselves; otherwise we will be scattered over the face of the whole earth.” But the Lord came down to see the city and the tower the people were building. The Lord said, “If as one people speaking the same language they have begun to do this, then nothing they plan to do will be impossible for them. Come, let us go down and confuse their language so they will not understand each other.

Genesis 11 v1-7

A story written thousands of years ago, for a radically different people, with no relevance today. Or so it would seem to many. But it’s worth digging a little deeper, first to understand the story, and then see the parallels with modern life.

What was really going on here? Why were they building a tower, and why did God come down and mess it up? Remember that God sees the heart. And what, under other circumstances, might be understood to be a good endeavour – an expression of our creativity – was not, because of what lay at its heart. They were building themselves a city, reaching towards the heavens, and seeking to make a name for themselves. Ultimately this came down to another manifestation of the very first transgression -‘wanting to become like God’ – in our own strength. And so whilst there may be an element of judgment from God in this, there is actually a bigger element of mercy. By imposing limitation on human endeavour, the worst excesses implicit in the tower were also limited. One of the acts of the Holy Spirit – to restrain – was seen in play here.

So, how then does this relate to us? Well, over the past centuries we have slowly recreated the Tower of Babel; a new tower, not built of bricks and mortar, but of scientific discoveries, of technology, of engineering, of multinational organisations, companies, economies, military, social and other forms of cooperation. Of an internet that spans the globe, connecting us all, and allowing us to communicate and trade instantaneously. Of instant translations that allow us to understand each other.

Now, this new tower is not all evil – far from it! So much of the new building has improved our lives, such that many of the problems our ancestors faced are but a dim and distant memory. If I had been born 100 years ago, I would have been a squint-eyed cripple. The benefit of modern medicine is real. Similarly in so many other areas of our life.

However, there is another side. Taking medicine as an example, the advances that allow us to cure diseases have also facilitated the murder of millions of our own children. The same technology that blesses we have also used to curse in ways that were never before possible.

Each advancement brings the shadow and well as the light. And as we build higher the contrast grows greater – we create new highs, but also manage to introduce darker depths. Take a more modern example. AI doesn’t frighten me. AI in the hands of humans does.

The building of this tower seems to be increasing exponentially, and as it reaches its zenith we must see where it will end. Where it was always going to end. At the pinnacle, the tip of the tower, exerting ourselves with the might of our technology to make ourselves ‘gods’. In a way, I do believe we will succeed in this endeavour – but our shining triumph, which will seem marvelous to so many, will contain in itself a shadow darker than we have ever beheld, or ever will behold again. We will then see in fullness where our godless desire for godhood has led us.

The truth is, the wish to be like God was never wrong, just perverted. Jesus Christ, through His death and resurrection has provided the Way and through repentance and surrender we can receive what we have always desired. But there is always a choice. Always. And for those that reject His offer, He has allowed us to build this Modern Babel – named In Ourselves Do we Trust. This Tower, He will not restrain and will permit us to build it to its pinnacle, and see it completed. Only then will it fall under the weight of its own contradictions and darkness – and terrible will be that day.

But there is another structure being built. This structure is disregarded by the world – both the cornerstone and the living stones rejected as worthless. But it is a structure that will outlast the Ages. In which place will you be found on the day all buildings will be tested?


The stone the builders rejected
    has become the cornerstone;
the Lord has done this,
    and it is marvelous in our eyes.

Ps 118 v22-23
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Thoughtcrime is now a real thing

In a bit of a “we got here first” totalitarian leap, the UK has introduced a first of type thoughtcrime law. Yesterday, parliament voted to criminalise any form of “influence” outside of abortion facilities – including in the form of silent prayer. Bizarre, but true. In fact, MPs specifically voted against a measure that would have protected consensual conversations and silent prayers.

Lest this seem something for the “it could never happen here” award, it already has. Twice.

Whether or not you agree with the views expressed is kind of not the point. This is more about the society we are becoming, and it is as far from healthy as is possible.

Mind you, inquiring minds wonder how this will actually be enforced, if the person is not prepared to divulge whether he/she is actually praying. That could end up being a tragicomedic legal process.

And I’d also say, in the battle between the power of prayer, and the power of the state, I know where I’ll place my money….

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Schism

Prior to the vote at the Church of England General Synod, the Archbishop of the Province of Alexandria spoke clearly and forthrightly about what the vote would mean for the wider Anglican Communion. You can watch that here:

Specifically, he said:

In our understanding of marriage and sexuality there is a red line we will never cross. Crossing this line of blessing same-sex unions will alienate 75 percent of the Anglican Communion and endanger the ecumenical and interface dialogue. This shift in practice will lead eventually to impaired and broken communion.

We inherited the traditional orthodox faith of the Church of England so please please do not surrender your unique possession as the mother Church of the Anglican Communion. It is your choice.

Speaking as he did just before the vote was taken, nobody – not Bishops, not Clergy, nor Laity – could have been in any doubt as to the gravity of the decision being made. But yet, they went ahead regardless.

In times to come, it is quite likely that those of an orthodox Anglican faith will be accused of schism because of actions of differentiation taken in response to this vote. However, be crystal clear – the real schismatic act was the choice made in the vote yesterday.

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Testament

I have found that, when following Anglican synods both sides of the pond, that the Lord has a way of creating a testimony that can be seen by those with eyes to see.

So, even in the midst of the CoE decision to turn away from God and to follow the world, comes todays lectionary reading:

The Lord God said, ‘It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.’

Now the Lord God had formed out of the ground all the wild animals and all the birds in the sky. He brought them to the man to see what he would name them; and whatever the man called each living creature, that was its name. So the man gave names to all the livestock, the birds in the sky and all the wild animals.

But for Adam no suitable helper was found. So the Lord God caused the man to fall into a deep sleep; and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man’s ribs and then closed up the place with flesh. Then the Lord God made a woman from the rib he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man.

The man said,

‘This is now bone of my bones
    and flesh of my flesh;
she shall be called “woman”,
    for she was taken out of man.’

That is why a man leaves his father and mother and is united to his wife, and they become one flesh.

Adam and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame.

Genesis 2:18-25

We can ignore and reject the truth, but we cannot ignore the consequences of rejecting the truth.

All that comes now will be the sad and painful result of the schismatic decision today.

Kyrie eleison. Christe eleison. Kyrie eleison.

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There are none so blind….

I read an article recently on adoption, and this part stood out.

Penny Green, an ex-charity worker from Bedfordshire, created the Facebook group for people who were born or have a link to The Haven, a mother and baby home run by the Baptist Church, after being born there herself.

The 62-year-old explained unmarried mums applied to go there to give birth and their babies were adopted – often forcibly.

“The theory was back then that they were doing all these unmarried mums a favour because it was not the done thing to be an unmarried mother,” she said.

We don’t suffer the sins of the 1960s. No, these days we take care of the problem at source… What it is to be a more enlightened generation!

Next on the list of enlightenment, simple injections to take all the pain away, for ever. The Netherlands and Canada have shown us the way.

So much suffering taken care of so cleanly, so efficiently.

All it costs is our humanity.

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