Why I write

I have been writing for almost 20 years now, in one form or another.

I don’t write for me, for hits on a blog, or because I have nothing else to do. I write because it is a duty. And because I cannot do otherwise.

For some reason, God called me (from my perspective a rather unlikely choice) at the turn of the millennium to be a voice speaking something of His heart in this season.

What is that heart? That His Church, the Bride of Christ be ready, to have oil in our lamps, to see the signs of the time and not be lost in the mists of the world.

So, how is that different from any other time, surely this has always been the call? Indeed! But it has a different resonance at the close of this age.

As I’ve said in so many places, what we have become used to, we will have to forgo in the times to come. In the arc of the Church, we are returning very much to the times of the first century, when we were no more than a despised and potentially dangerous cult.

Many of my third world brothers and sisters may look at this with a wry glance. For sure, but I write mostly into the culture in which I am placed, and it is this part of the church that so desperately needs to be fully awake and cognisant of the season.

He does not desire any of us to be caught unaware and be swept away. To be a Christian is now often regarded as a little quirky. What will happen when we are perceived as something profoundly dangerous to the powers that be? Will we acquiesce, bowing the knee to Baal? Will we panic, fleeing to the the mountains? Will we betray our brothers and sisters?

Or will we be fully awake, sober and ready – afraid yet trusting in the One who casts out all fear – to face the day which is coming and is now here? Will we be ready for persecution – real persecution and the conterminous revival of the very ‘least of these’, those whom society casts away as of no value? Will we be ready to be the army of the Lord, having nothing other than Him, and thereby possessing all things?

This is why I write. This is the field I am called to tend, and I do this to the best of my ability, leaving everything in His hands.

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Lest we forget

Today, 18th November 2020 is 100 years since the first country legalised abortion. What was once regarded as unthinkable is now akin to a sacrament in some circles.

The WHO estimates approximately 50 million babies are murdered annually, with possibly over a billion since this barbaric practice was legalised.

The blood of innocents drowns our land in an act of human sacrifice unparalleled in all of creation.

Kyrie eléison, Christe eléison, Kyrie eléison.

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Do not fret

Do not fret because of those who are evil
    or be envious of those who do wrong;
for like the grass they will soon wither,
    like green plants they will soon die away.
Trust in the Lord and do good;
    dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Take delight in the Lord,
    and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Commit your way to the Lord;
    trust in him and he will do this:
he will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn,
    your vindication like the noonday sun.
Be still before the Lord
    and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when people succeed in their ways,
    when they carry out their wicked schemes.
Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
    do not fret – it leads only to evil.
For those who are evil will be destroyed,
    but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

Psalm 37 v 1-9

I’d like to make a brief foray into politics in this post, although this is intended to have a wider application.

I have followed the US election with some interest over the last few weeks. Or maybe better said that it has followed me, it’s been hard to avoid! Through all the twists and turns, I have become increasingly concerned at some of the things I have read from a Christian perspective. Some of the comments and articles seem unbalanced, one in particular that sticks in my mind portrayed the US President in almost messianic terms.

I realise this election was important, the President is a powerful figure who has the ability to do significant good, or significant evil. Or, even both. But, in the never-ending news cycle, don’t forget that however powerful he is, he can’t hold a candle to Jesus.

The media might like you to think that politics is the apex of significance. They are blind. Don’t become like them.

For Christians, there is a huge danger in tribalism, where moral and ethical positions become dictated by tribal affiliations, rather than by the gospel. Divisions grow, and there are precious few willing to remember that in Christ, there is no Jew, no Greek, no Democrat, no Republican, no Conservative, no Liberal. I could go on, hopefully you get the idea.

To avoid misunderstanding, I am not saying that moral / ethical matters should take a backseat to some kind of group ‘kumbaya’. These things matter, in the midst of an ongoing war between the culture of death and the culture of life.

Let me put it this way. I recall many years ago reading CS Lewis, who made an argument which I shall paraphrase, possibly badly. He said that we can sometimes adopt a worldview based on “Jesus and <insert issue here>”. The ‘issue’ is typically something that is really important to us. So, maybe something like Jesus and Abortion, or Jesus and Brexit, or Jesus and the US Election. You get the idea. The point being that we may start with Jesus as our focus, or at least we think we do, but over time it is the issue which becomes the centre, with Jesus taking on the supporting role. Not consciously, of course, but over time, we can find that is the issue we believe in, and Jesus is there to lend us credence.

You only need say it to see the ridiculousness of that position. But sometimes events so blind us that we cannot see what is actually going on in our own hearts. So, with that in mind, let me bring some truth. Jesus is the Centre of all things. He is the Beginning and the End. Through Him all things were made, and in Him all things hold together. Whatever issue is so occupying you pales into insignificance in the light of His reality. He has overcome the world, and He is making all things new!

Let those truths dwell in your heart today.

Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God.  Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.

Colossians 3 v 1-2
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The wreck of our culture

Our culture, our nation, could be seen as a mighty ship, willfully steered onto a lee shore, and now caught fast by the reef of systemic sin. What then follows is as inevitable as night following day.

Are current events really much different now than they ever were? Surely the history of mankind is replete with brokenness, difficulties and troubles? Indeed it is, but I would submit that for thousands of years our culture has been influenced by the salt and light of Christians. For sure – imperfectly, distorted, sometimes in the midst of evil ostensibly done in His name. But still acting, preserving and restraining.

But not so much anymore. The influence of Christians on our culture has been waning for many decades, and now we now see a society that has largely turned its back; unmoored from previous restraints. That is something new.

But we do not see this for what it is. The trappings of our culture and society mostly remain. Everything ‘looks’ normal. But it is the normal of a rotten tree – reaching bare branches blindly into the sky. We admire it, having stood for millennia; what could move it? We are secure, wrapped in the robe of complacency. Until one black night, a storm rolls in, and in the morning what was appeared so majestic now lies in ruins, broken on the ground. What then will we do?

What was hidden will be revealed. And it matters who we are, because in that time it will be revealed, to us and to everybody else.

Simon Leys wrote:

The everyday order of our lives may seem to us natural and permanent, but it is in fact as fragile and illusory as the cardboard props on a theatrical stage: It can collapse in a flash and turn at once into black horror. Our condition is forever precarious; even basic human decency can shatter and vanish in an instant.

Does that sound too absurd, too outlandish? Surely, that could not happen where I live?

Oh, really? Is human nature somehow different where you live?

Without the strong anchor point of Jesus, who stills the storm and commands us not to be afraid, what do you think will happen when the storm hits? When the comforts and trappings of our lives are taken away, and our very existence threatened?

Do not be afraid, but also do not be deceived. Most people will, as was ever the case, do what they need to do to survive. Only a very small minority will have the courage and fortitude to do something better – to resist evil men and their strongholds. Only those who have anchored on to the Firm Foundation, when the rock of self is proven illusory. And those who stand will not be those whom you think. Many of the strong, the great, the mighty, will fall, seemingly overnight. And the army of the weak and the broken will rise.

Only a few will find the road that leads to life. It is narrow, rocky, hard to follow, and along the way you will carry a cross to your own Golgotha, following in your Masters footsteps. It will be hard, yes – but not too hard for Him. Better that road than the easy one, sloping down gradually to death and destruction.

There is hope in that way, because He is the Way. And He is kind, He is faithful, He is the source of Love, and He promises to carry us when we cannot continue.

This remains the counsel in the twilight of this age – choose the Path, the Road, the Way that will cost you everything, but will lead you to life eternal.

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Do not be afraid

Well then. It is easy to say ‘do not be afraid’. It is easy to say ‘Trust in the Lord, and lay all your burdens on Him’. And doing so can be like trying to lift yourself by your own shoelaces. Try as we might, we cannot. It just becomes another burden that we cannot lift. The weight crushes us, for despite the act of our will, our hearts did not listen, and fear floods us.

We are unable. But God knows this, too.

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”


We truly can do nothing, and in that weakness is His strength. There is nothing you are going through that he cannot hold. There is no vow, no promise you are struggling with that He cannot undergird. There is no fear, no anxiety, no troubles, that overwhelms Him. He is sufficient. He is the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. Nothing fazes Him. He has walked this earth, tasted our sorrows, encompassed them and lifted them all up as an offering. He is able. He does not require your efforts, your strength, your abilities. All He needs, is You. He knows you are afraid, and that no act of your will can address those deep fears. Always and ever, underneath are His everlasting arms.

‘Do not be afraid’ is not an act of the will. It is a surrender.

In what is to come, in where you are now, remember this.

Do not be afraid.

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Judgment is already here

Sometimes I hear people saying that judgment is coming. But have we ever considered that perhaps it is already here?

It wasn’t just to the church in Laodicea that this was written:

These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God’s creation. I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm – neither hot nor cold – I am about to spit you out of my mouth. You say, “I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.” But you do not realise that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so that you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so that you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so that you can see.

Revelation 3 v 14-18

We are indeed blind if we do not to see it – the supposed riches and imaginary fine clothes of our culture actually cover a naked emaciated frame. How long is it since the Lord has said to us as a people – ‘your will be done’? And what a hell we have made with that untrammeled will!

So do not ask when judgment will come. It is already here, and has been for quite some time. Perhaps it will reach its end game soon, when even the most blind amongst us will start to grope towards understanding.

The truth is, any direct judgment would be a mercy and kindness in such a land.

A Mercy Judgment, if you will.

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The offense of truth

In the world of fake news, relative values and alternative facts, truth itself seems to be the casualty, sacrificed on the altar of offense. What is truth, or lie, is now subjected to whether we, or more particularly special interest groups, feel offended.

I read news articles, even from more reputable sources, that are full of condemnation for what somebody has said or done – how offensive it was. There is rarely any time given to the question ‘was it true?’. For somebody that values truth as an objective reality, I always want that question answered. It is rarely even raised these days.

I am forced to conclude that this is the culture that we live in is so unmoored, cast adrift, that even basic assumptions such as ‘truth is a good thing’ can no longer be taken for granted.

These are not mere semantics, limited to social media wars. A fundamental rejection of truth in favour of feeling can lead to such things as children affirmed to be the opposite sex, given drugs and then surgically mutilated in order to try to reinvent reality. With sadly predictable results.

Thousands of children may be abused now, but millions can die on the altar of lies. For example, the Holodomor famine of the 1930s was a result of the enforcement of collectivist ideology against reality. And there are plenty more examples of our allergy to truth.

This is nothing new. When Jesus spoke, he deeply offended the authorities, the religious figures, and even his own disciples. Only a few ever touched the question of whether His words were actually true.

This is how Jesus’ trial before the Sanhedrin went:

The chief priests and the whole Sanhedrin were looking for false evidence against Jesus so that they could put him to death. But they did not find any, though many false witnesses came forward. Finally two came forward and declared, “This fellow said, ‘I am able to destroy the temple of God and rebuild it in three days.’” Then the high priest stood up and said to Jesus, “Are you not going to answer? What is this testimony that these men are bringing against you?” But Jesus remained silent. The high priest said to him, “I charge you under oath by the living God: Tell us if you are the Messiah, the Son of God.” “You have said so,” Jesus replied. “But I say to all of you: From now on you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One and coming on the clouds of heaven.” Then the high priest tore his clothes and said, “He has spoken blasphemy! Why do we need any more witnesses? Look, now you have heard the blasphemy. What do you think?” “He is worthy of death,” they answered. Then they spit in his face and struck him with their fists. Others slapped him.

Matthew 26 v 59-67

Well, I recognise this: The Twitter mob of the 1st Century!

Jesus is still offensive to us. He didn’t just claim outrageous truths. He claimed to be The Way, The Truth and The Life. And that “No one comes to the Father except through me.”

That’s the level 1 offense we will all have to respond to, one way or another.

Is His offense so severe that we will crucify him again in our lives?
Or is his truth so compelling that we will crucify our lives in love and worship of Him?

There are no other choices.

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Seek His face

Sometimes we seek God’s hands, to see what He is doing, that we may do likewise.

Sometimes we lean on Him, not on our own understanding, submitting our ways to Him, that He might make them straight.

Sometimes we seek His heart, that our heart may beat in time with His.

All these are good – but there is more. We can also seek His face.

To seek Gods face takes a journey of intimacy to the next level. You can do all the other things while looking down, without fully connecting. But in seeking His face you expose yours. And that is not always a comfortable place in which to be.

To actively look into the eyes of the One who loves you, to see Him, how easy is it? To risk a glance, and then away in case you see disapproval, in case he sees the face hidden under your mask. In case he sees the shame, the doubt, the guilt.

As if you can ever hide from Him.

But, if you are looking away, or down, you can at least pretend. But if you really start seeking His face, looking up, well that is painful. Really raw. He sees you, really sees you. And you see Him, in the fullness of who He is, and somehow, by some cross-drenched miracle, you are not destroyed. But it does not remove the pain of intimacy, of being fully exposed, and seeing Him. We are still so often infected by the impulse to hide. Our flesh is of the stock of Adam and Eve, and that flesh is seared by His gaze.

But, and here is the truth, our new spirit comes fully alive under that same gaze. The joy of knowing Him for whom we were created. The source and very basis of our being. The Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. The burning love for those once lost, now found, that can only ever be fully understood when, at long last, we begin to see His face.

Give praise to the Lord, proclaim his name;
    make known among the nations what he has done.
Sing to him, sing praise to him;
    tell of all his wonderful acts.
Glory in his holy name;
    let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice.
Look to the Lord and his strength;
    seek his face always.

Psalm 105 v 1-4
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The rage against the coming of the light

Here’s a c/p to an article that I found really penetrative. It’s the kind of food that seems harder to find these days – in fact I can’t remember the last time I heard anything about the ‘flesh’, even though that is one of the main enemies of a Christian.

It’s not good enough to come to the cross, one must come to the cross and die. The ultimate offense of the cross is death. Jesus said that whoever seeks to save his life would lose it, but whoever loses his life for His sake would gain everlasting life. In Roman times, the one thing you knew if you saw a man with a cross was that the man was surely going to die and the dying would not be easy.

The message of the cross remains the same ” I bid you to come and die.” You cannot accept the benefits of the cross while refusing to suffer and endure the agonies of it. In order to live eternally one has to die. It is a very rare thing to hear this message today. The message for the last few decades typically begins with “All you have to do.” This is not the gospel. This is some abomination. See Jesus in the garden and see the agony. For us mere mortals the flesh will not go quietly into that good night, it will rage against the coming of the light.

It will demand to remain in the darkness and there it will make its stand. Salvation is a brutal bloody thing and the flesh must be found dead upon the brazen altar. It is the work of the cross that slays it and today Satan is still selling that old lie “surely you will not die. Bow down and worship me and you will not need to die upon a cross.” Will you die that you may live or will you live this day and bow down to the world? It must be one or the other. Cheap grace has given the illusion that there is a middle ground, there is not. The middle ground is a chasm that swallows men whole. To be found there is to be engulfed in darkness and mediocracy.

In the Kingdom of God there is no ordinary, there is only extraordinary. It is your calling to rise above the clamorings of men and do exploits for God. To simply shine your light among the darkness of this world is extraordinary. To praise God from a sickbed is extraordinary. To have a thankful heart quite apart from your circumstances is to live an extraordinary life. Being joyful, being at peace, being content, conquering fears, enduring and overcoming. These are the extraordinary and the supernatural elements of our life.

All of these things, while carrying your cross, makes the foundations of hell shake. Forgiving your brother and loving your enemies makes the foundations of hell shake. The gates of hell themselves suffer defeat by an army of fragrant saints who march upon their knees with their hands raised high to heaven and their voices raised in praise. This is why the devil and the flesh rage against the coming of the light.

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True Identity

Identity is one of the hot button topics of the day. So many issues seem to tie in with this; what group do we belong to, where do we sit on the totem pole of power and oppression, how do we define ourselves? This identity often seems to become polarised and then weaponised against each other, leading to the fracturing of society.

I think I can see the shape of a hoof behind this. In truth, anybody’s identity is a complex layered matter, and resists easily labelled descriptions. Identity is not just a modern construct though; it was spoken about in the Bible.

So in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith, for all of you who were baptised into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus. 

Galatians 3 v 26 – 28

For a Christian, a radical new identity comes to pass, one that places us all in Christ Jesus. This is an identity and a place of belonging that supersedes and holds together all other forms of identity in such a way that unites us together to a new hope and purpose. Leaving behind all old hostilities and resentments, it is a binding of love – as if we who were once cocooned as grubs in the stew of our old hates, have suddenly been released into the beauty, grace and new life of a kingdom butterfly.

Perhaps, we could take something of the letter to the Galatians and apply it to us, in this time.

So in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith, for all of you who were baptised into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Black nor White, neither gay nor straight, nor is there liberal or conservative, for you are all one in Christ Jesus. 

You may add your own labels there, as you see fit. For none of them stand in the light of our identity in Christ – if you are found in Him, then all other identities that used to form the foundation of who we are, of necessity fade away. Only He remains.

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